I knew better | itsmeinfl's Blog

I did know better. I had 2 rules for dating. No one at work and no one taken. I guess I don't even listen to me anymore.  I care about her so much. She makes me happy but there is so much drama and it's not even about her former fiance.  There's another guy saying that he slept with her a long time ago and he's one of my employees. I'm getting 2 very different stories. And I don't know what to believe. She is my girlfriend and I want to believe her but I just don't know. 
We should have left. Moved away and built a life somewhere else. But I chose to stay and this is what I got. It hurts so bad. 

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